Results fever.

When my final exams came, i never had exams fever, but now that they are coming out soon, im starting to get it! Its bad, real bad ive never been so petrified over a piece of paper telling me how well,or how bad i did in the exam. When writing my exam, i wrote really well, i never panicked, i just took them like any other test. And Now, its like, apocalypto,
my other friend was doing matric, damn nigga got three distinctions. And to say that this dude smoked weed every single day he was writting his exams. Maybe im overreacting, or maybe im being too hard on myself, but if i really do fail, i wouldnt be able to handle the shame, damn it, this small piece of paper has got me, yes me thinking of suicide! I mean what the fuck.

Hood ratz

Pathetic, thats what my life is turning out to be. I never planned it to turn out this way, if it wernt for my dad, i would be singing a whole different tune. Right now im stuck in a hood. With hood ratz. And for some pathetic reason ive started messing around with them, and i clearly remember swearing that, no matter how cute or fine the hoodrat can get, i wouldnt date them, now look what ive done,, pathetic! And as the japanese warriors bow down in shame with their swords, ive also decided to stop messing with the hoodrats, i need to set focus on my ideal type of girl. The goldilocks girl. Now thats what im talking about.
I mean, im one of a kind, so i need someone to compliment my special.ness! How do i get myself in these situations!